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Opium delirium

I met god. God was not the bleached, frustratingly placid, Better-Homes-And-Gardens-God with a bloodless, fluid beard and etched lines of infinity below his eyes.  He was not sublime, not ultimate. He did not exude insight or that all-knowing stare that is somehow both formless and linear and tired all at once. He was not exquisite. He was not, in fact, a He at all. More a blazing, luminous, tear-shaped motif that dripped into me, peripherally.   
Things became bland, sapless, and I melted into that milk-and-water sensation. I forgot, momentarily the pearl of blood, malformed and clotted by now, trembling on the edge of the nee

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I feel content

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 7, 2008, 11:43 AM
Just finished my first 72 hour work week at the hotel. Drumheller is such a strange place. I feel at ease here, in the heat, in the dust. The ground in most places is coated in a type of volcanic clay, which cracks and seems like the surface of the moon.
I will be 19 in one month. 19. Not that it matters anymore. Cedric and I are off to the splash park. There is only three hours of true night here. The sky seems so raw.
Hard to explain in such a short space, exactly how I feel. I feel tired and happy.
I feel content.

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  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Sidney
  • Interests: Reactions/art forms/red wine/
  • Favourite movie: The virgin suicides
  • Favourite genre of music: Industrial/jazz/progressive/alternative/woodstock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Kerouac/Capote/Fitch/Plath/Cunningham/Burroughs/
  • Favourite photographer: helmut newton/annie leibowitz
  • Favourite cartoon character: rocco from roccos modern life
  • Tools of the Trade: laptop| cigarettes| angst

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~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Sep 21, 2007, 8:27:02 AM
me too!

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
~kandikodedrazrblades:iconkandikodedrazrblades: Sep 5, 2007, 2:27:17 PM
i like your writing esspecially
Opium delirium, its quite intense...reminds me of something i cant remember....

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monroe does not exist because she is dead. and she is not a paradoxe and she was blonde so she was hot.
~asymons:iconasymons: Aug 26, 2007, 7:23:23 AM Mood: Love
a belated thank you for the recent :+fav:

much appreciated :hug:

:wave:

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“All you need is ♥love♥...but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt”Charles M. Schulz
a♥m
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Aug 13, 2007, 1:13:55 PM
it seems like yesterday...

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
*Vampirella87:iconVampirella87: Jul 21, 2007, 2:21:55 AM
Hey there :wave:

How are you? :)
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Aug 3, 2006, 3:24:59 PM
YO MAMA

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
~hiraistrange:iconhiraistrange: Jul 24, 2006, 10:19:38 PM
annie, where are you? i'm starting to get worried. you haven't been on msn or da since saturday and i haven't seen you since you disappeared with cedric sunday morning. :(

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she was so sweet, i could eat her brains like jam. :heart:
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Jul 21, 2006, 7:22:11 PM
thank you. im just getting preturbed by these fans i seem to be attracting :P

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
~fiercesoniaa:iconfiercesoniaa: Jul 21, 2006, 7:13:22 PM
We have never met. I don't mean to freak you out or anything. I just watch your page. Read your journals and other writings. You remind me so much of pieces of me. I cant help but care about you. Just wanted to let you know.

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too much daisy for your duke...
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Jul 21, 2006, 2:55:39 PM
who are you? do you know me?

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
~fiercesoniaa:iconfiercesoniaa: Jul 21, 2006, 8:46:40 AM
I love reading your journals.
Sometimes you sound like you just need a big hug.
sounds weird, but I really CARE about you.
All my best.

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too much daisy for your duke...
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Jul 20, 2006, 2:48:19 PM
oh my goodness!

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
~fiercesoniaa:iconfiercesoniaa: Jul 20, 2006, 7:55:04 AM
all my best to you annie!

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too much daisy for your duke...
~Sinister-Banana:iconSinister-Banana: Jul 12, 2006, 8:26:18 AM
I have about 5 journal pages about it. I'll tell you about it on MSN or transfer them onto livejournal.

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there is no must in art because art is free
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Jul 12, 2006, 7:02:58 AM
TELL ME ABOUT IT

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
~Sinister-Banana:iconSinister-Banana: Jul 11, 2006, 8:28:18 PM
ANNIE THERE'S A CHRISTMAS CAT IN MY NOSTRIL!!!!

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there is no must in art because art is free
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Jun 29, 2006, 9:37:21 AM
all hail reznor

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
~Rasio:iconRasio: Jun 23, 2006, 9:49:48 AM
I like what I see, I do believe I want to watch your gallery my dear.
You should check out some of my NIN stuff floating around on mine, maybe keep an eye out for me uploading more whenever I get unlazy and scour my harddrive for all the stuff I havn't posted.
I love it when google searches lead me to new things and people :-)

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It won't let me kill the signature!
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Jun 22, 2006, 11:06:07 AM
why thank you so very much

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
~GoodbyeBlueMonday:iconGoodbyeBlueMonday: Jun 20, 2006, 6:47:00 PM
love love love the writing.
you are wonderfully talented.

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I used to have an open mind but my brains kept falling out.
~hiraistrange:iconhiraistrange: May 24, 2006, 10:17:44 PM
annie dahling

your porch attacked my toe

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she was so sweet, i could eat her brains like jam. :heart:
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: May 24, 2006, 1:24:45 PM
i dig your tag

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I want to be everywhere
I want to do everything
I want to fuck everyone in the world
~thisoldman:iconthisoldman: May 24, 2006, 1:07:06 PM
i dig your writing.

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"Momma was an opium smoker, she light it with a red hot poker, she'd never take a bath, we'd ask her, she'd just laugh, cause Momma was an opium smoker"
-Rasputina
~bleeding-tart:iconbleeding-tart: Apr 14, 2006, 12:24:10 AM
thank you. you should make them favorites if you like them so much :P

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everywhere i look
your all i see
a fading fucking reminder
of who i used to be
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